shitty shitty bang bang

quick update

2011-11-26T07:30:00.002+08:00

semenjak mnjadi NR ni bz gile

part 6 mmg bz

first week da bertungkus lumus wat assignment

sgt2 xsempat nk update pape

mcm2 kne wat

sedikit hampa dengan hari semalam

sesama batch pun boleh berkire psal segala borang

kte same2 nak grad

takkan nak kaut untung kau sorg je

kalau kau yang tersangkut time kteorg grad nanti

mmg aku xkesiankan kau pun

u deserve it

bnde kecik pun nak kaut untung byk2

tau la bdak2 kelas kau byk duet

sedikit emo hari ni

sapa2 yg terasa pham2 je la

Dean's List

2011-11-04T13:27:00.003+08:00

jgn terpedaya dgn entry post tu

dusta semata-mata

tak pernah dapat dekan

serious jeles ngan korang yg dpt dekan

sekali pun xpnh merasa

dulu pernah la merasa almost dpt dekan

tapi ALMOST je

3.46

bygkan la sikit je lagi

tapi xdpt

alhamdulillah dgn semua result yang da dapat

5 sem berturut-turut still above 3 pointer

masih 3 pointer pn da cukup2 bersyukur

cgpa pun maintain untuk 3 sem berturut-turut

tapi adatla manusia

walaupun Allah da kurniakan rezeki untuk kite

still kite rase xprnh cukup

teringin nak bg parents hadiah

melalui keputusan kite dpt DEAN'S LIST tu

wlupun tiap2 kali kite bgthu result kte kt dorg

dorg akan senyum walaupun kite xdpt apa yg dorg idamkan

bilela dpt merasa kan?

satu sem je lg utk diploma ni

bole ke merasa dekan?

the end of the fifth part

2011-11-01T10:36:00.002+08:00

tamat suda semester 5

sekian

ketandusan idea untuk menulis

maaf sekali lagi

quick update

2011-10-09T18:09:00.002+08:00

semester 5 secara teknikalnya telah tamat

hanya tinggal lagi sebulan menghabiskan praktikal

report DONE

viva DONE

lecture visit DONE

logbook DONE

tinggal nak menghabeskan sisa praktikal + result

tak mengharap lebih2 tentang result

cukupla sekadar apa yang telah termampu dibuat

tinggal lagi satu semester untuk menghabiskan pengajian diploma ni

then another 2 years untuk degree

hubungan dengan si kekaseh hati masih stabil

dan berharap bahagia sentiasa

terima kaseh encik Iqbal Ariff kerana bahagiakan saya

bacalah kawan-kawan

2011-09-15T19:26:00.002+08:00

ehem~

kdg2 tu agk terasa hati gak la ngan statement sesetengah org

seriously la kan, aku praktikal ni mmg la on9 ari2

tapi aku bkn jnis yg on9 24 jam sehari

ataupun mengambil masa berjam-jam dok on9 fb dpn lappy

kdg2 lau on9 pn, aku biar mcm tu je

aku ni bkn jnis org yg update status utk setiap bnde yg aku wat tiap2 hari

lau ada mood nak update je bru la aku buat

somehow entah cmne an, ada la org ckp sombong la

xamek tahu sal member la, apa la

utk makluman semua, group tu ari2 aku tgk

setiap status yg korg update tu pn aku tgk

just aku xinvolve je dlm status2 tu

kdg2 tu aku bkn thu pun nk update ape dlm group tu

aku biar jela org2 yg lebih arif untuk memenuhkan status dorg dlm group tu

xde org2 mcm ni pn, mestila usang je group tu kan?

ini luahan hati aku la

dan hari ni pun aku dgr sorg kwan aku luahkan

dye terasa hati ngan someone dlm group tu

ckp dye tu pun ade btol jgk

someone yg dye ckp tu bole update status + involve dlm status2 group tu

krenye dye ni active group members la

kami ni xactive a.k.a sombong plak tu

tapi someone ni xbole nk inform satu info yg agk penting pun kat kwan aku ni

bkn susah pn, stu msg pn ckup la

msg brpe sen je, lau xbole pn, update la status group tu lau dok takot kredit korg hbes

bkn susa pn, mcm korg dok update status byk2 tu

dye ckp pn ade btol jgak

kdg2 luahan hati korg je korg nk dgr

luahan hati kteorg cmne plak

btw, aku ckp ni luahan hati je

mybe org2 yg xactive tu bz dgn praktikal

bkn semua org dpt bos yg boleh tolerate weyh

ade yg asyek kena buli je

bnde2 mcm tu korg pnh pikir x?

jgn pikir korg je, org len pn blm tntu ade mse nk on9 weyh

phm2 la ckit

hope xterasa hati ye kwan2

ini just luahan hati je

kepada yang berkenaan

2011-08-29T09:48:00.002+08:00

tibe2 wa teringat satu cerita dalam tahun lepas

wa time tu baru la lepas clash ngan si B ni

then wa tulis la something dlm fb

bese la tu, bru lpas ptus cinta an

then wa dpt stu msg dari fb junior wa kt skolah yg wa agk baek jgk la dulu

tp yg bg msg kt wa tu awek kpda si A yg merangkap ex wa sblm si B tu

disebabkan fb dye wa da block so dye pkai fb member dy a.k.a junior wa tu

wa xphm knpe tbe2 dy nak melenting suruh wa lpekan si A dye yg tercinte tu

walhal wa actually mention sal si B

wa xkesah la bnde da lme

yg wa terkilan tu psal junior wa tu

wa dlu baek kot ngan dye, smpi bg nota wa kat dye

tbe2 dye ley menangkan mmber baek dye yg dye bru knal dari wa yg knal dye dri skola

semenjak tu wa xpnh tgur dye da

wa rase cam selama ni wa tolong dye, dye xhargai pun

then dye xpnah minta maaf ngan wa sbb tu

wa tahu la sekarang ni time bermaaf-maafan

wa just nak dye minta maaf sendiri ngan wa

wa bukan la terok sgt smpi tanak maafkan

tapi kalau nak dimaaf, kenala usaha minta an?

al-fatihah

2011-08-24T18:40:00.002+08:00

Sesungguhnya dari Dia kita datang dan kepada Dia kita kembali

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat

maaf, tiada nukilan sekian lama

2011-08-24T11:24:00.003+08:00

blog semaken bersawang semenjak berpraktikal ni

somehow praktikal ni, hmm, entahla

environment kerja okey je tapi.. entahla

kereta asyek rosak je, tu jela satu-satunya transport nk pg keje

maybe sbb tu plus report maken pening jadinye

cepatla praktikal ni habes

rindu sangat nak menghadap buku

pergi kelas tiap-tiap pagi

siapkan assignment sampai 2 3 pagi

jumpe ngan classmate tiap-tiap hari

ahhh, rindu giler!!!!

btw, sempena Ramadhan bakal meninggalkan kita, dan Syawal bakal menjelma

di kesempatan ini ingin mengucapkan

Selamat Hari Raya Aidifitri

ampun dan maaf dipinta sekiranya terkasar bahasa

terima kaseh kerana sudi membaca luahan hati saya di blog usang ini :)

half a year :)

2011-07-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

happy 6 month anniversary dear

i love you :)

cute :)

2011-07-09T18:05:00.004+08:00

so cute!!

nak baby comel cmni ley x??

haha, gatai!!

p/s~ kepada hubby, thanks for those birthday presents. ilebiu larh!! :)

desperate

2011-06-26T17:27:00.002+08:00

i need this badly

tapi dari pemerhatian aku macam benda ni tak berkesempaian

somehow aku rasa 2 years before are much easier than the 3rd year

seriously, so much easier

maybe segelintir dari korang akan kata practical is much more fun than classes

yeah, i can't denied of the fun learning new things and experience new stuff and all

but the effort to be great in this semester seem hopeless

i know i should be more optimistic but i'm clueless

looking at all my classmates and also my boyfie, they future result seem perfectly clear to me

they going to do very well in this semester

this is my only hope to get dean's list

i really need it, sekali pun cukuplah

orang kata bersyukur la dpt 3 pointer tu

yes, i am very grateful for my previous result and also my cgpa

tapi mestila teringin jugak nak dapat dekan kan?

my previous result are not that brilliant but it is quite good

good enough for me to maintain it, but i'm hoping to be brilliant this time

suddenly i felt frustrated and dissapointed.

sekian.

true friends

2011-06-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

saya perlukan seorang kawan

kawan yang sentiasa ada di belakang

kenapalah seorang kawan baik aka BFF semakin pupus

kawan zaman sekarang hanya pentingkan diri

untungla anda semua ada kawan rapat

seringkali terfikir yang rapat dengan saya hanya mementingkan kelebihan saya

dimana kawan yang sanggup bantu ketika susah?

NONE!!

sedikit emo di hari kelahiran

thanks for all the wishes

true friends remember your own birthday without the help of facebook

mmg dpt tahu la spe kawan baek sbnar an?

those beautiful moments

2011-06-19T18:32:00.003+08:00

i miss those days

days when you hold my hand when walking along the park

days when you were there for me when i cried

days when you buy me all the wonderful gifts

days when i know that you will always there for me

days when i'm the only thing that was important to you

days when you were there on every occasion that i've participated

days when i know that i could count on you

days when you will never disappoint me

days when you were my best friend that i could rely on to

i miss those moments

moments with you

Happy Father's Day Ayah

i really miss the old you :'(

my perfect partner

2011-06-16T19:55:00.002+08:00

You're love's a permanent distraction,
A perfect interaction
A feeling so extreme
I lost my appetite to eat, and I barely get to sleep
Cause you're even in my dreams
And I thought that I was strong but I knew that all along,
This was out of my control
So I fell into your hands, and I don't know where we'll land,
I'm just going with the flow

- Hope, Love love love

I love you Iqbal Ariff :')

hujan batu di negeri sendiri lebih baek la

2011-06-12T11:47:00.003+08:00

semalam aku pegi la kenduri kawen kat Batu Gajah

ade la sorg mak cik ni, mak aku kate mak cik tu sepupu dy

aku pn tgok la gelagat dy

mak aku dok cite yg dy da bertahun2 dok Sabah

dy dok sakan sgt dgn dialek Sabah dy ckp ngan pak cik aku

mati2 aku igt dy da lupe cmne nk ckp Perak

mak cik tu xtgor pn mak aku, konon2 nye dy da xigt la sbb da lame merantau negeri org

tapi dy sakan dok sembang ngan pak cik aku tu suke plak

beberapa ketika lpas tu, pak cik aku ni pn balek la

aku dok la sblh mak cik tu ngan ayah aku

pastu dtg la sorg opah ni dok sbelah dy

mak cik tu pn tegor la dy

perbualan dy seprti di bwh:

mak cik: mak andak dok mane skrg?

opah: mak andak dok ulu kinta, kamu idok ke nak dtg ke rumah?

mak cik: atenye idok le sempat mak andak, nanti teman nak balek Sabah da

aku ngan ayh aku dok than la gelak kat situ

tadi punyela ckp dialek Sabah dpn pak cik aku

aku igt da lupe da ckp Perak

bile sembang ngan mak sedara dy bru terkeluar ckp Perak tu weyh

aish, lau da org Perak tu xpyh la nak jadi org laen

nak bgge sgt jd org ngeri laen tu wtpe

aish, macam2 org skrg ni

kerinduan terhadap iqbal ariff

2011-05-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

awak!!!

saya rindu sgt2 kat awk la

:'(

i'm not a beauty queen

2011-05-14T18:10:00.002+08:00

tidak mempunyai ukuran bdn 36 24 36

dimana kebanyakan ukuran badan gadis2 sebegitu

wah, teringin sgguh berbaju kebaya

kali terakhir pun setakat meminjam saja

not really owning a kebaya

teringin hendak berpelakuan seperti seorang perempuan

dimana semua orang mungkin tahu bahawasanya i'm a bit stiff

aku bukanla seorang yg lemah lembut lau x, xdela accident jatuh motor kn?

sampaikan kekaseh ati pun ckp aku ni xmcm pompuan sbb selalu xdgr ckp, degil plak tu

i admit that i did not act like a normal girl supposed to act, it just the way i am

aku juga teringin memakai skirt labuh seperti sebilangan sahabat2 yg pandai bergaya dan bersikap lebih feminin dari aku

korang igt aku xpnh tringin ke nak jadi mcm korg, ada la jgak secebis perasaan inginkan rupa paras yg menawan, ukuran badan yg menarik serta pandai bergaya

ahh, terlalu byk membebel di ptg sabtu ni

barangkali selepas ni mungkin xberkesempatan berblogging lagi

doakan semuanya berjalan lancar pd hari pertama praktikal nnt

semga bertemu kembali :)

six months apart

2011-05-06T12:32:00.003+08:00

aku kenal korang semua mase part 2

sebahagian dari korang aku kenal dari part 1

korang terbaek sangat

starting from kecelakaan yg berlaku pada aku ari tu

nampak keikhlasan korang selama kite kenal 2 tahun ni

semester ni xdptla nak usik2 korang

breakfast ngan korang

berhura2 dengan korang

study same2 ngan korang

kena maki ngan lecturer ngan korang

aish, macam2 la

selama 2 tahun dengan korang memang bermakna sangat

semoga kesemua 35 ahli kelas F ada mase part 6 nanti

semester satu bagi aku mudah sgt

semuanya amek mudah dan result membanggakan

sebabkan mase part 1 tu amek mudah pn bole result gempak

so aku pun still maen2 lagi, jadi result part 2 jtuh

naek part 3 aku tekad nak naekkan pointer

lau usaha weyh, mmg bole dapat, terkilan ckit sbb lagi ckit je nk dekan

part 4 ni entahla, serius la byk menanges weyh

bobot je tahu aku slalu nanges, pnat btol sem ni

hopefully xdela repeat paper, harap jgak pointer xtrun dari 3

terima kaseh la pada dak kelas yang bantu aku sem ni

sayang sangat2 kat korang weyh

happy :)

2011-05-04T10:01:00.003+08:00

sometimes i felt like i live in a dream

where i live happily with you

seriously, i never really thought that i end up with you

i mean you use to be my crush

usually crush only stay friends

but it seems that i'm also your crush :)

for all the days i'm with you

it is the most happiest moment of my life

you always encouraged me not to give up when i'm down

thank you so much for that

and hunny, i love you just the way you are right now

no need to change anything

it's perfect for me

i'm really gonna miss you dear

love your dimples dear, comel :)

the end of the fourth chapter

2011-05-03T12:10:00.004+08:00

holidays for two weeks

going for practical for 6 months

no need to go to classes

away from En Iqbal Ariff for a while

staying in Ipoh almost every day starting from today

duduk di bwah ketiak mak dan ayah

makan free setiap hari

most of the listed above sgt2 la heaven

cuma yg satu tu je

tape2 temporary saje

hoping that this distance make our relationship more stronger dear

i love u so much

thanks for this incredible semester with you

i'm praying that we both achieve outstanding result for the final and also for this coming semester

don't ever forget me my dear

:'( (':

2011-04-27T10:53:00.004+08:00

redha je la weyh

dah nak dapat kan

aish, punah harapan dan impian

hancur berkecai

waaaaaaaaaaaa

:'(

btw,

happy 3 month anniversary Bobot!

i love u!

:')

one more thing

happy birthday bloggie
it's been 2 years already

terima kaseh kerana bersama saya

final exam mode

2011-04-19T19:28:00.003+08:00

esok final

study cam hape je

buat past sem pn mcm xde mkne je

pagi2 dpt kol sal praktikal

awal2 dulu aku terkial2 nak cari kau tanak bagi

sekarang time aku da dpt bru nk cari practical trainee

aish, menyusahkan btol la

btw, good luck semua utk final

all the best

especially utk yg tersayang :)

roomies tercinte

BN4F yg dikasihi

serta coursemate sekalian

post yg dibuat hanya utk mengisi masa yg terbuang begitu saja

akibat ke'blur'an mengulang kaji pelajaran

ini bobot

2011-04-17T10:28:00.002+08:00

pemberian Encik Iqbal Ariff setelah sebulan bersama

lambat post sal ni sbb busy memanjang

nama dia Bobot :)

peneman tido di waktu malam

2011-04-14T10:24:00.003+08:00

thanks for being such a wonderful boyfriend to me

terima kaseh sbb selalu menahan kerenah sy yg xbtol ni

minta maaf sgt2 kalau sy menyinggung perasaan awk

sy thu sy byk wat awk saket ati dgn prngai sy

maafkan sy ea syg

bg sy awk sgt bermakna dlm hidup sy

terima kaseh kerana hadir dlm hidup sy

dan membahagiakan sy

i love u Iqbal Ariff :)

kaki mcm belon

2011-04-01T21:39:00.003+08:00

akibat accident

perbezaan kiri dan kanan

saya tahu kaki saya mcm belon

org suruh dok diam2 tak mau

so mcm tu la jdnye

Alhamdullillah, sy tidak ape²

2011-03-29T08:06:00.003+08:00

ingin memhon maaf atas keLASERan mulut sy

dari gurau menjadi terasa

hey, maafkan saya

benda terjadi akibat tidak sengaja

marilah kembali semula ke sedia kala :)

diharapkan anda memaafkan saya

btw, dilanda kecelakaan semalam

tula dok menggedik lagi, kan da kena

korg mmg teman terbaek la

aku xpnh ada kawan yg baek cam korg

smpi sggup nanges sbb aku

rmai org dtg melawat aku

bila saket ni semua bg keutamaan kat aku

roommate aku yg smpai bg aku tido katil dy :)

(sbb aku tido katil ats)

classmate aku semalam turun UK g tgok aku

smbil nanges teresak-esak tgok kaki aku kena jahit

terima kaseh daun keladi kepada :-

Iqbal Ariff sbb xmarah kite pn, love u!! :)
Kak Na sbb risau sgt smpi luka sndri pn xnak ubt
Nana ngan Ina sbb jaga aku kat bilik :)
Amal, Ain, Ila, Fiza, Anim ngan Yoe sbb dtg kt UK smlm
Danial Rashidi sbb dy jd driver htr balek bilik smlm :)
Bel, Sya, Ajeerah ngan Bella sbb dtg melawat aku smlm
Budak bilik dpn pn melawat ak gak :)
Juga kpd abg yg xdikenali sbb htr g UK smlm

saya ditimpa kemalangan di UiTM Seri Iskandar

kejadian berlaku pada jam 4.45 ptg di hadapan blok Teratai

diharapkan anda semua berdoa agar saya cepat sembuh

don't judge a book by its cover

2011-03-18T18:19:00.003+08:00

nak tanya ckit

muke aku ni muke sombong ke??

ramai org takot nk tegur aku kot

dorg ckp muke garang

aku yg baek hati & penyayang ni dorg kate garang

aish, dusta semata-mata tu

cuba tanya spe2 yg kenal aku

konfirm dorg kate aku ni baek je

hanya ingin memberitahu

sesungguhnya janganlah anda mengadili org tanpa mengenali terlebih dahulu

kadang2 kite tgok je org tu muke ketat je

tapi selagi kite xknal dy, jgn la assume yg dy tu sombong

contoh cam aku ni, korg lau xknal aku mesti ckp aku sombong

don't judge a book by its cover

xpe2 aku paham

dulu pun ade org tu ckp aku sombong gak tapi skrg da jd pakwe da pn

hee :)

p/s~

kenal2 la diri aku dulu sebelum assume yg aku ni seorg yg sombong

aku ni byk cakap sebenarnya

otak pn kadang2 xbpe nak betol

:')

2011-03-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

am i too selfish??

or sometime just too stubborn?

da lumrah mmg camtu kot

bknnye saje2 pun

mybe sbb terlalu protected ngan diri sendiri

da slalu terluka kan

sorry kalau kadang2 tu terpaksa tahan ngan kerenah sy

sy pun tatau la nape sy wat cmtu

kdg2 sy rse mcm terlalu over protected

mungkin sy takot

takot bnde yg same berlaku lg

bkn bermaksud sy tuduh awk

i'm just being cautious

awk sgt2 bermakna bg sy

xpernah pun marah lau sy kdg2 touching ngan awk

maafkan sy kalau sy buat awk tersinggung

i love u :')

tag lagi

2011-03-13T22:34:00.005+08:00

sy ditag oleh Anis Syazwani

sy tag yg laen tp lau anda semua xbuat sy phm

sbb sy sndri pn mlas nk buat

1) Adakah anda rasa hot?

pakwe aku kate aku hot

so aku rase mstila aku hot

2) Upload wallpaper laptop.

3) Cerita pasal wallpaper berkenaan.

tgk pn taw an??

first time aku ltak gambo pakwe jd wallpaper lappy

4) Bila kali terakhir makan ayam?

semalam time g dating

mkn chicken chop

5) Lagu terakhir anda dengar?

price tag-jessie j

6) Apa yang anda sedang lakukan semasa menyelesaikan tag ini?

bareng smbil buat bnde alah ni

7) Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil apa?

piqot la

9) tag 8 org

9) Siapakah no 1 yang anda tag?

classmate aku yg rajen blnje aku mkn kdai mak dy

10) Katakan sesuatu kepada no 5 yang anda tag.

ilove u darling

hua3..

11) Siapa orang ketiga yang anda tag?

amal adalah coursemate aku yg comel lagi bergaya :)

12) Bagaimana dengan no 4?

juga classmate sy

artis weyh, pndai bergaya skrg

13) Pesanan buat no 6.

jaga diri leklok na sem dpn

aku ngan shanur g praktikal

luv u :)

14) Kata - kata cinta buat no 2.

mari bercinta ke Tesco :P

15) Ada persamaan tak no 7 dengan 8?

aku tag smpi 6 je

16) Berikan 5 perkara yang anda tahu tentang no 1.

- asal dr johor menetap di manjung

- byk mulut

-slalu blnje aku mkn kt kdai mak dye

-model kot, gile gambo

-addicted ngan KFC

-tgh nak amek lesen kete

17) Persamaan antara lembu dan kambing?

dua2nye aku tak bela

18) Perasaan ketika jawab tag ni?

jwab tp malas sebenonye

19) Adakah anda tahu Rizman itu sengal?

aku xknl sp mamat tu weyh

20) Gay or less?

none of the above

Selamat Hari Jadi Iqbal Ariff

2011-03-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Sayang

sorry la hadiah tu xsuprise pn

love u very2 much

thanks for everything

semoga hbgn ni kekal

thanks for the teddy bear

bkn birthday kite pn dapat teddy bear gak

time kaseh byk2 sbb jadi someone special dlm hidup kite

:(

2011-03-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

serious la, sgt2 terasa hati ngan kao weyh

dulu time kao perlu bantuan aku tolong kao

kao kawan aku an

tapi mmg terasa hati la

terasa sangat2
bukan sikit banyak kot

da la aku ni xpernah pn terasa hati ngan kao

baru kali ni aku terasa

kao la antara kawan yg aku baek

seboleh-bolehnya mmg xnak pn terasa hati ngan kao

sayang pipi lubang

2011-02-27T08:57:00.003+08:00

thanks for a wonderful one month

even though it still consider as NEW

u had given me the most incredible one month of my life

terima kaseh cinta :)

inilah Bobot pipi lubang sy :)

euwww!

2011-02-25T22:02:00.003+08:00

check him out
something to share :)

teguran membina

2011-02-19T17:39:00.002+08:00

aku xperfect pun smpi ade attendance full

serious la aku ckp, aku pn ade ponteng gak

tapi korg tu beragak la kalau nak ponteng kelas

nak dekat sebulan bagai xdtg kelas

mmg la kelas tu boring nak mati

jauh nak berjalan

tapi korang pun beragak la

yg sorg dulu tu masa part2 ke part3 dulu pnye la beria ckp kat aku nak berubah

last2 cmtu gak, harapan tinggal harapan je

da puas kena perli pun, mcm tu gak

kami ni setakat nak tandakan utk satu 2 kelas yg korg xdtg tu bolehla

tapi lau sampai 6 7 kotak kena signkan mmg siot la weyh

bknnya apa la weyh, kdg² aku baran ngan korg

cakap kat aku semua nak dekan la, apa la

tapi kelas pakat xnak dtg

korang ade senior kan, so tu advantage korg la

macam org selalu cakap

untungla ade senior

mmg la untung ade senior

tapi jgn la bergantung sgt

aku ni xde la terlalu rely pd senior

setakat nak buat reference nota dorg tu bolehla

ni aku tgok lau xde bntuan senior mcm lgsg xleh survive je

sumenya senior je aku tgok

aku cuma niat nak tegur

cakap depan² pn mcm takde guna je

korg gak kena ubah mentaliti korg tu

dy admire kat sy la :P

2011-02-18T22:34:00.009+08:00

She is hurt a lot. Yes, she is. I know her since i was a kid. She confronted everything on her own. I'm sure she has great patient. Yes, that's the way she is. But then , who is she? She is my cousin , Nur Syafiqah Khaihol Anuar, a person that i admire.

When I was a kid , I realized that I really love her. She always cares about others. Yes, she was a naughty girl when she was a kid. She always ran here and there , made noise and always hid my grandmother's things but one of the best part is, she rally cared about others eventhough some of the people hated her. I can still remember our precious memory when we were kids. At that time , my auntie took her to see the dentist. As I know , her teeth were attacked by bacteria. So, the dentist must uproot her teeth out. If I were her , I would cry. But then , I saw that she just relax like usual. Pretending everything was fine. When she came out of the dentist's room , I saw a tissue full of blood at her mouth. I asked her , " Ika, was that hurt ? " She just smiled and said , " Dear , after this, promise me that you won't eat chocolate as much as you nirmally take everyday. The 'bad bacteria' will attack your teeth. Then , you will be like me. I love you and I hope you promise it." I had my promise to her and that promise was my first promise and I keep it until now. At last, I know, eventhough she is naughty , but she cares about others and at that momoent, I started to admire her.

Next, she is an independent girl. She does everything on her own. When she was in standard six, I can stiil remember that she went to school on her own. She walked to school. Her house was 2 kilometre from school but she till could walk and ignore what everybody said. Her parents always busy wtih their work , but that's not the reason for her not to go to school. She is an open minded person and she always think that, if she doesn't go to school, she will not be as succesful as other kids. She always said that when she has her own money, the first thing that she wanted to do is to buy her mom a big house. She wants to change the family's lifestyle. She wants to change their future and make her life has a happy ending. Eventhough , she is just a standard six girl at that time , she is really independent and has a really great mind. That is the second reason , why I admire her.

Other than that, she has a great patient. When she was in standard six , her father wanted to marry another woman. Her parents always fought and she just locked herself in her room. She keep on silent and be patient. I really worry about her. I know she has UPSR examination. Everybody assume that she couldn't get 5A's in her exam. Her father decide to marry the woman as fast as he could and that was the biggest reason why everbody assume that she really couldn't get 5A's in UPSR. Like usual, she just relax. Ignoring what everybody said. She held my hands and she said "Never worry about me. I'm a big girl now, so I can be patient like adult. If God willing, I will get 5A's." Yes, she got it! When the result came out, she got 5A's in her UPSR examination. I'm so proud of her. She has a great patient and nothing can stop her from studying and achieving a flying colours.

Apart from that, she is a hardworking girl. She loves to study. When she was in the boarding school, she never complaint even a bit. Some of the students complaint that they could not study because they have to wash their clothes everyday, have a lot of homework and tired. They didn't have time to do revision. But she is different than any other students. Like I said, she keeps on silent and study. Make herself happy and doesn't complaint about anything. For her, life is not perfect, so we just can make it perfect by accepting all the hardest things to do. So, she keep on studying and achieving flying colours againin her PMR and SPM. Eventhough for me, its not rally a flying colours at this time because she gets 6A's in her PMR and SPM but that was not easy. I'm sure if I were in her situation. it was not that easy. She went to a boarding school and left her mother alone but she still can study. She still think positive at everything . She is the best.

Next, Syafiqah is a girl that always wants everybody to be happy. She loves to sing loudly inside her car and that makes everyone laugh at her. My other cousins said that she is crazy but that crazy make them happy, make them laugh when they are sad. When I have problems and I'm in sad situation, she loves to humor me. She loves to mimic other people and it is really funny! Everyone doesn't see that she hides her pain and pretending to be happy. Yes, she is good at acting. But heart never lies. When she has problems, she always hides it and makes everyone happy. To her, when we are sad, don't show that we are sad but makes everybody happy because we will feel calm and can think the solution for the problems.

Lastly, I really love her. She is just a simple girl but she has good attitude and makes everybody think positive when they think about her. She just live the life with happiness. She is, Nur Syafiqah Khaihol Anuar, a person that I admire :)

p/s~

terima kaseh sebab buat essay psal sy, actually sy xigt lgsg sal sgala kata nasehat tu

terima kaseh ye Alisa Nur Amanda :)

Iqbal Ariff buah hati saya :)

2011-02-18T16:34:00.004+08:00

dulu saya admire dy

dari jaoh je

suke tgk dy tapi still dari jaoh je

dlm ati cume nak kenal je ngan dy

tapi sy ni perempuan, malu la nk tegur org yg kite suke

dalam diam sy cume berani tgk dy dari jaoh

sy xpnh pn ckp kat org yg sy suke kat dy

hari berganti bulan

bulan berganti tahun

sy rse da setahun sy minat kat dy dlm diam

depan² xpnh pn ckp ngan dy

setakat di alam maya je

suatu hari terjadila suatu yg xdisangka-sangka

akhirnya sy tegur jgak dy

dan sekarang ni dlm hati sy ade dy

dlm hati dy juga ade sy

sekali pun sy xpnh sangka

bhwa kini sy yg bertakhta di hati dy

terima kaseh sbb pilih sy

terima kaseh sbb sygkan sy

terima kaseh sbb cintakan sy

terima kaseh kerana melayan kerenah sy

terima kaseh kerana menjaga sy

terima kaseh juga sebab hadir dlm hidup saya

sy berhenti tulis pasal lelaki dlm blog ni sbb sy da prnh terluka

awk lelaki pertama yg buat hati sy terbuka utk menulis semula

terima kaseh sbb membahagiakan sy encik Iqbal Ariff ♥♥

p/s~ Iqbal Ariff ni stalker blog sy da lama da, ini post sy utk awk ye syg ♥

hot stuff

2011-02-13T15:28:00.004+08:00

saya xseHOT anda

dan tidak juga seDESPERATE anda

utk mncari lelaki utk dibuat stok boyfriend

tanpa bersusah payah utk mengPROMOTE diri sendiri kepada lelaki

hadir seorang lelaki yg menerima saya tanpa perlu utk saya mencari PUBLISITI spt anda

nama saya xseGAH anda, dan mungkin juga xseFAMOUS anda

namun dia tetap terima dan menyayangi saya seadanya

jadi, xperlulah anda nak MENGELENYOR dgn lelaki yg anda sudah pn thu hujung pangkal bahawasanya dia mmg xsuka anda

suatu hari nanti akan hadir juga lelaki dalam hidup anda

mungkin bkn skrg tapi xbermaknanya takkan ada

kalau ada jodoh, xkemana la weyh

terima kaseh daun keladi

2011-02-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

saya xperfect macam anda

saya tak cantek seperti anda

saya tidak sepandai anda

saya tidak sebahagia anda

saya tidak sekaya anda

saya juga tidak mempunyai kehidupan seindah anda

namun ketidaksempurnaan saya itulah yg membuat saya faham erti kehidupan yg sebenar

terima kaseh kerana sudi hadir dalam hidup saya

maksud saya anda² semua yg hadir ke blog saya ni

terima kaseh kerana sudi membaca segala luahan hati saya

maafkan saya jika entry saya menyakitkan hati anda

ataupun mungkin membuat anda terasa hati

disini merupakan tempat saya meluahkan perasaan

dimana saya xmampu utk berkongsi secara lisan

p/s- jgn ditanya why i post this entry sbb sy pun xthu

saba je la

2011-02-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

ak xthu la asl ngan setting blog ni

xleh wat clourful, font sume same saiz

kdg2 xleh nk published

haish, nyampah ak taw x

org laen ok je aku tgok

yg ak pnye blog ni xleh plak

haish, saket ati teman

tu psal kdg2 ak xde mood nk update

sbb setting cam hampeh

bucuk :)

2011-02-01T22:36:00.001+08:00

sedang berbahagia + hati berbunga-bunga

thanks ye awk sbb hadir dlm idup sy

syg awk + love u

ngee

please :'(

2011-01-30T20:28:00.002+08:00

saya bahagia sekarang

tolong jgn ganggu kebahagiaan saya

time aku xbahagia dulu mmg pnh peduli pn

time aku bahagia time ni la xpuas hatinya

xpnh pn aku kacau hidup kao

siap tolong kao lagi ada la

kao boleh plak buat cam ni kat aku kan??

please la, aku da penat nak lyn kerenah kao

apa yg kao nak ngan aku ha

selama ni aku pendam je perasaan aku

mungkin aku da xlrat da

selama ni aku pikir jgak perasaan kao

tapi kao xpnh pn pikir perasaan aku

dari dulu ngan sekarang

sama je semuanya

please la, bg la aku nk gembira

please sgt2

i'm begging you

sorry for leaving you

2011-01-28T10:37:00.003+08:00

kadang2 kite xprnh nak hargai org tu

bile org tu da xde dlm idup kite

bru la tercari2 balek

perempuan ni sbnrnya nak dihargai je

itu je pn da ckup utk dorg

aku ni pn hanya nak dihargai

sorry for acting the way i did

i'm trying to let u forget me

jgn menaruh harapan lagi

awk da terlalu melukai hati sy

skrg mgkin npk mcm sy yg melukai hati awk

sy fhm knpe awk remove sy

lau tu je yg boleh buat awk lpekn sy, sy terima

maafkan sy, sy cme nk awk lpekan sy

maaf sbb sy plih dy dan bkn awk

sorry

2011-01-23T21:31:00.003+08:00

maaf jika buat anda terluka

semua berlaku pn atas ketentuan Yg Esa

perkara yg lepas jgnla dikenang

sudah suratan takdir

sudah xdpt lagi menerima perkara yg slame ni dipendam

walaupun selama ini itu yg diharap

tapi semuanya sudah terlambat

maaf atas keputusan secara tiba2

xmampu lagi utk mnggu stelah tidak diendah utk sekian lama

hanya maaf dpt diucap

dalam hati ada taman

2011-01-22T16:53:00.004+08:00

dalam keadaan sehat sejahtera

dengan selera makan yg bertambah-tambah

serta hati yg berbunga-bunga

assignment sudah bertimbun2 dimana kemalasan dlm diri maken menjadi2

spnjg mggu kluar meng'explore' diri bersama teman

blog semaken bersawang akibat ke'blur'an utk meng'update' blog

maseh tercari2 tempat praktikal terdekat agar perbelanjaan dpt dijimatkan

membuat panggilan almost ke semua construction company di Ipoh namun mendukacitakan

mempunyai masalah makan xberhenti yg kronik dimana ianya tidak dpt diubati

tamatlah sudah riwayat entry pada kali ini

sekian terima kaseh :)

satu hari di hari khamis

2011-01-21T07:32:00.005+08:00

let pictures tell the stories :)

Saturday, January 8th 2011

2011-01-09T16:35:00.004+08:00

hari sabtu merupakan hari tanpa beg plastik, dimana aku semmgnya suda tahu kewujudannya

namun Cik Amal Shahrir baru tahu kewujudannya semalam

amat2 la bernasib baek kerana aku bawa recycle bag bersama2 ku semalam

kalau tidak, mungkin Cik Amal kita kena mengendong segala shower foam serta pelbagai brg2 keperluan yg telah dibeli olehnya

pergi ke Ipoh sehelai sepinggang, pulang juga sebegitu

tahniah Piqot, kerana berjaya menahan nafsu dari membeli-belah dan secara tidak langsung wang juga dpt dijimatkan

tempat praktikal juga telah berjaya ditemui oleh ayahanda tercinta lalu secara tidak lgsg bkal menjalani praktikal di Ipoh tercinta

tag

2011-01-02T07:34:00.002+08:00

ditag oleh Anis Syazwani

Apa benda penting dlm hidup anda?

Food la

makanan tu penting

sgt2 pnting utk truskan khdpn

Benda terakhir yg dibeli guna duet sendiri

Tudung wrna putih

bile pkai aku nmpk ayu

hahaha

Dimanakah tmpt anda akan melangsungkan perkahwinan?

Rumah kot, save bajet

Adakah anda sedang bercinta skrg ni?

TIDAK

sy single

Brpe lama akn mencintai kekaseh anda?

kekaseh pn xde

Dimana anda selalu berjumpa kekaseh anda?

jwpn spt di ats

Novel/majalah/buku terakhir yg dibeli?

Pengukuran Kuantiti Bangunan

jgan glak

aku jrg beli buku

ni pn bersebab

Siapakah nama penoh anda?

Nur Syafiqah Binti Khaihol Anuar

Antara mak & ayh, mnakah anda lebih mesra?

emak la sbb bg sy

Dimanakah tmpt anda ingin pergi?

Europe, xthu la nape

Pilih satu, peluk atau cium?

peluk

Beritahu 3 benda ttg org yg ditag
1. Fiza
classmate utk 3 sem berturut2
byk mulut
mak dy ade kedai kat UiTM tu

2. Alisa Amanda
spupu aku
SPM xlps lg
skandal dy sume dak course aku je

3. Amal 'Izzati
course mate kat UiTM
jge mrgkp roommate fiza
dlu msing2 igt msing2 sombong tp skrg da kamcing

5 benda yg disygi
Handphone
Lappy
Kereta Kancil Biru
Camera
Kad ATM Bank Islam

Lagu yg anda suka & slalu dgr
Who Is - Bruno Mars

Bile tarikh lahir & smbt kat mana thn lpas?
22 June 1991
xsmbt pun, dok rmh je

Rakan blogger yg ingin di tag
Norhafizah Dzulkefle
Alisa Nur Amanda
Amal 'Izzati

bergantung kpd anda sama ada nak buat atau tidak, saya x memaksa

act normal boleh x?

2010-12-31T15:45:00.003+08:00

tersgt2 la fedup bile kite xmrah org tu, but dy still insist that i'm mad at her

lau da aku kate xmrah tu mksdnye xla bai, xkan xpaham2 lgi kot

nak aku marah kat ko ke pn, lau nak sgt t ko yg tersentap

masalah btol ngan org mcm ni

FYI, 2011 aku da berubah and i think blom msuk 2011 pn aku mmg da berubah

org ckp aku kena pikirkan sal aku jgak, so aku hanya nak jadi selfish utk pertama kali

boleh x lau aku xpikir sal perasaan ko plak??

asyik2 aku je pikir perasaan org laen, org laen xde plak nk pikir perasaan aku

dulu ye la aku ni bodoh bahlul biar je org pijak kepala aku

faham x yg aku malas nk jwab soalan ko kdg2 tu

bkn sbb ko wat salah ke apa just aku meluat dgn cara ko ckp ngan aku

aku bkn jenis org yg boleh than ngan org ckp manje2 ni serious meluat

dari aku sound ko direct2 ko saket ati baek aku diam je

and btw, bknnye aku xappreciate friendship ko ngan aku

just kdg2 aku rase cam ko gunekan aku, and that is why aku kurang hang out ngan ko

ko paham2 la sbb bkn aku je yg ckp sal ni org laen pn same

sbbkan ko sndiri yg insist nak thu sbb ap, ak sndiri gthu kat blog ni

depend bg ko sama ada nak ubah or x, aku sbgai kawan just gthu je

dan aku rase aku la org yg sggup tegur ko, org laen rse2nye xsggup kot

and seriously, aku xmarah pun kat ko, just meluat je

p/s~

pd yg berkenaan dgn perkara di ats, sy minta maaf, i'm just act like a real true friend.

seriously la kan, please treat me cm kwan jgn cam aku ni bf ko

please..

Ipoh

2010-12-29T09:22:00.001+08:00

most awesome town ever

only the true Ipoh Mali will say that

orang mengata, kita yg menderita

2010-12-14T10:12:00.002+08:00

it's my parents anniversary today

even though they married for 25 years

they're not actually having the most wonderful life for 25 years of together

sume org pun thu ap yg jadi

and it has been 8 years benda tu berlaku

and we stop acting like were used to 8 years ago

people always ckp yg lau korg kawen korg xkan sggup bermadu kan?

fyi, korg igt mak aku tu nak sgt ke pun

dan sume org igt mak aku mcm tu

and ada jgak sesetengah org yg blame mak aku sal bnde ni

sedap2 je kata mak aku xpndai jaga laki

weyh bitch!! kao sdp je ngate org, lau bnde tu jadi kat ko cne??

baru ko thu kan??

Allah yg tentukan takdir kita

& mak aku xsggup pun tapi dy buat sume ni sbb aku

korg just thu nak mengumpat mengata je

satu lagi dorg suka blame mak aku for being nice to anak madu dy

seriously guys, budak2 tu salah ke dlm hal ni?

xkan la dy nak halau budak2 tu dari rumah dy

mule2 dlu aku pn xske bnde ni

& i act like they were the one to be blame

ayh just thu nak bwak je dorg dtg rumah

xpernah pikir perasaan kiteorg

mmg ada perasaan cemburu bila tgk ayh aku kehulu kehilir ngan bdak2 tu

tapi aku sabar je la mcm apa yg aku da explain pada post sblm ni

lau aku xsbar da lame aku memberontak

ada yg ckp da ayh ko bg kete tu bersyukur la

it's not my dad who bought that car

mak aku yg berhempas pulas byr bulan2

mak aku jgak yg beli brg2 dapor

mak aku yg tanggung aku dari aku lahir smpi skrg

don't blame me sbb xappreciate apa yg ayh aku bagi

sbb aku rase aku da lebih dari appreciate sgale yg dy xprnah korbankan utk aku

lau aku xappreciate dy, mesti laen yg jadi kan??

korg decide la sendiri ap yg ptut korg assume

sometimes i just need a moment of silence

2010-12-13T13:44:00.002+08:00

majoriti rata2 akan komen mcm kat ats

seriously, btol2 fedup bile komen mcm tu

korang xpnh rase cam tu so korang mmg sgt sng nk bg nasehat

yg biasa mcm sabar, it's gonna be ok, satu hari dy akn sedar

seriously, korg pnh kena mcm tu x??

lau pernah, ad x bnde tu akn jadi ok on the next day?

aku ni da 8 thun da bnde ni jadi kat aku

dan balek2 org akn ckp bnde yg same

tapi aku tgk xde pape perubahan pun

jgn ckp sruh aku sabar sbb aku mmg sabar la ni

lau aku xsabar da lama aku bunuh diri 8 thun yg dlu

btol x??

korang sendiri xrase apa yg aku rase ni

stop saying that it's gonna be alright

seriously aku sgt2 fed up bila org ckp cmtu

korg xthu mcm mne rsenye

korg tu beruntung ada famili mcm tu

aku ni bkn mcm korg

jgn la ckp mcm korg phm prasaan aku

sbb korg sndiri xrase benda mcm ni berlaku

dan xpsal2 kne sound ngan aku da kan

aku faham niat korg baek, just please don't give any advice

if you don't know the real thing that happened

kdg2 ap yg korg ckp, ak sndri saket ati

Alhamdulillah :)

2010-12-10T09:15:00.002+08:00

a very2 much thankful to:-

Allah s.w.t for giving me this wonderful gift
my parents for never stop trusting in my ability
Pn Hasni Suryani - BC (spt ap yg ditarget)
Pn Che Nurbaya & Cik Azira- QSV (sgt2 xsgke)
Cik Wani & Cik Huda- Building Science (ni pun lg satu xsgke)
Ustz Supani - CTU (xsmpt pn jwb pper dy, so lg la sgt2 xsgke)
En Muhmad Noor - BEL (ap yg ditarget xdpt)
En Naim - Services (mybe terlalu confident kot)
En Zul - Structure (mmblas kekecewaan sem lpas, ber+ syg kat En Zul)
Kwn2, ily all :)

untung jgak bgn pg2 stdy time sume roommates sdp dibuai mimpi

ehem2

2010-12-08T10:28:00.000+08:00

I NEED A PART TIME LOVER

AND A FULL TIME FRIEND

ANYBODY???

trying to be a selfish person

2010-12-07T14:09:00.003+08:00

tired of being unwanted

tired of being ignore

tired of being alone

maybe it was meant to be

on becoming the new me

stupid fucking bitch

2010-12-03T15:39:00.003+08:00

to the bitch who suddenly became interested in me

thanks for being a bitch stalker ever

and lately i'm turning into a bitch in this blog

because i purposely want her to read all of this

from the bottom of my heart

I really2 hate you + you stupid boyfriend

aku xpnh cari pasal dgn kao tapi kao tibe2 nak cari psal ngan aku

for that i give you the title BITCH especially made for u

2010-12-03T14:44:00.003+08:00

Who is? - Bruno Mars

oh, i was perfect

for the circus

if she dared me, i do it

love makes you stupid

i gave it up, but i guess it was not enough

cause she never seemed satisfied (oohh)

i know i'm not perfect

but at the end of the day

who is ? (oohh)

she wanted someone thats perfect

well okay

but can you tell me who is ? (oohh x2)

she set the bar

just above the stars

a rocket could'nt reach it

but i still kept on reaching

she watched me try

at least a thousand times

if she loved me, she'd stop me but no (oohh)

i know i'm not perfect

but at the end of the day

who is ? (oohh)

she wanted someone thats perfect

well okay

but can you tell me who is ?

i saw something worth my future

so wrong so wrong

in my mind i was all it took

but i guess i wasn't wrong (oohh)

i know i'm not perfect

but at the end of the day

who is ? (oohh)

she wanted someone thats perfect

well okay

but can you tell me who is ? (oohh x2)

nobody's perfect, I'm sorry

you hurt me too much

bila org xphm bhse

2010-11-22T10:15:00.007+08:00

sila klik pd gmbr utk tumbesaran

perasaan skrg

dan

and also

somehow sgt2 bengang bila ad someone suddenly attack me

sbb status di ats

alahai, bencinya bila org yg xde kne mgena tbe2 msuk cmpur

ad aku tlis ke scare specific siape EX yg aku mksdkn???

suddenly from being someone unknown yg aku xambil peduli

u became a #*%&$ (phm2 sndri la)

sila klik pd gmbr utk tumbesaran

alahai, ko igt aku nak sgt ke

FYI, i already ade pengganti slps dye

mybe pengganti tu ke EX yg ak mksdkn

pnh ko fikir x?

alahai, ssh btol dgn org xphm bhse ni

xpsal2 ada satu post psal ko kat blog ni

tahniah ye

aku ssh nk update skrg ni

sbb ko aku update plak

macam-macam

2010-11-18T20:04:00.002+08:00

kdg2 lelaki bile mengAYAT perempuan, mcm2 lagak dorg

ayat dorg slalunye sme je

tadi hangout ngan MANDA, dtgla sorg mamat ni sibuk plak nak kacau

slalunye aku biar je, ntah knape ari ni aku emo ckit

mle2 dy bg salam, time tu aku nak bleh da

then dy ckp

lajunye lari

aku pun bls blek

mmgla, aku kan ATLET NEGARA

dy terus tnduk, pastu blah cmtu je

pastu aku ngan manda terus gelak mengekek

da la aku ckp dgn nada jerit

xthu la mne dtg idea nk ckp yg aku atlet negara, rasa puas plak ckp cmtu

aku pn xthu asal tbe2 je aku sound dy mcm tu

seriously, i never really have the guts nak ckp cmtu

a little advice for guys

try to be a gentleman klau nk tackle ank dara org

jgn la maen melulu je

hoping for a miracle

2010-11-14T11:25:00.002+08:00

Amal insist on a long blog from me after been clueless for several months

with words like FINAL, MALAS, and etc

well, this is the story that i have in mind

Muslim will celebrate Hari Raya Aidiladha in a few days

i was born on 10 Zulhijjah at 12.02 in the afternoon

seriously

on my birth day my mum did not balek kampong like she had promised

because she is in labour back then

from that moment on every Aidiladha

my birthday will be celebrated each year at my kampong

it became a MUST and i don't even understand the purpose of doing it

i'm 19 now and all of this seems childish and is no longer fun

i used to celebrated it with all my relatives and also with my parents

from my calculation, it has been 6-7 years i celebrated it without my father

maybe he prefer to celebrate it with his other family right??

this year my dad did not go celebrate in Kelantan bcause of some reasons

even though he is not going to Kelantan, he still refuse to come with us

why can't he just do it for me only for this time???

org tgk muka diulit senyuman tpi hati spe la yg thu kan??

tumblr

2010-11-13T12:21:00.002+08:00

final habes

tapi sgt2 clueless utk update blog ni

btw, skrg addicted dgn tumblr

November 2, 2010

2010-11-02T21:18:00.003+08:00

terlalu malas nak update

terlalu busy dengan final

Google say i'm cute :)

2010-10-23T09:21:00.002+08:00

click "i'm feeling lucky"

count on me

2010-10-21T09:35:00.005+08:00

ada ke pun?? =.="

i just heard his new song

this is why i love him so much

so many great songs

p/s - click the link if u want to hear it :)

pengorbanan seorg ibu

2010-10-18T21:38:00.005+08:00

dye seorg yg terbaek dalam hidup aku
someone yang xpernah merungut pape pun dalam hidup
even though aku thu hidup dye xbahagia
hati dye merintih tapi siapa la yg thu
sepanjang aku hidup dye la yang bantu aku hadapi dunia ni
dye sentiasa tahan dgn kerenah aku
sebab dlm hidup dye cuma ada aku je yg boleh dye harapkan
kdg2 tu aku sedih sgt sebab xdapat bantu dye
or maybe kdg2 saketkan hati dye
aku tahu dye ssh cari duet
aku sanggup berhutang dgn ptptn tu sbab aku nak tolong dye
aku tahu dye xmampu nak tggung aku smbg belajar
nak harapkan org yg spatutnya aku harap
org yg spatutnya mencari rezeki
jarang sekali utk dye jalankan tanggungjawab dye tu
tapi insan ni, dye la segala-galanya bagi aku
dye la yg menaikkan smgat aku
dan dye jgak lah yg buat aku rasa aku ni bermakna
bagi aku dye la superhero dalam hidup aku
dye la sahabat, dye la mak, dye la ayh
insan yg digelar ibu

kepada sahabat~
bersyukurla korg yg emak & ayh korg still ada duet utk support korg
mungkin dye org kdg2 sggup berlapar asalkan korg dpt apa yg korg nak
aku tahu mak aku sggup buat semua tu
tapi aku sendiri xsggup nak minta duet kat dye sbb aku thu dye sndri susah nak makan
mak aku prnh makan lauk ikan bilis goreng je utk berbuka
sebak bila aku kenang sbb aku tiada di smpg dye pun waktu tu
dye tkut ganggu aku, smpikan xnak crite pun psal tu
igtla nasihat aku ni, hargailah pengorbanan dyeorg..

feeling completely insane

2010-10-11T20:11:00.002+08:00

the face of angry

test measurement yg mendukacitakn

insiden fb yg menyakitkan

tiada perasaan utk bermadah

hanya perasaan utk marah

done, undone & almost done

2010-10-07T23:02:00.006+08:00

presentation

DONE!!!

test

DONE!!!

assignment

satu je tggl so...

ALMOST DONE!!!

FINAL!!!

definitely la

UNDONE!!!

but still saya nak merendek jugak mggu ni

actually test tu NOT COMPLETELY DONE

ada test MEASUREMENT lagi

TEST KE2 CTU

ustz nk wat lagi la

last but not least

TEST SERVICES..

byk la jgak tu kan

adat la student

at least azab terbesar da lpas

ALHAMDULILLAH

p/s~ sy wat post ni kaler2 tpi dy xnk jd kaler2 npe ye??? =.="

150th post!!

2010-10-03T09:06:00.005+08:00

semalam g event ID ngan ARCHI

damn, dy nyanyi lagu aku

nyesal tuko lagu dlm blog ni

trademark aku lagu tu

ye saya tuka balek lagu lame dlm blog ni

damn lagi!!

mggu depan ada 3 test

estimate, material ngan structure

presentation bc lagi

method statement in the making

xsmpat weyh nk study utk test

melambak2 bnde nk wat

btw, to you, yes you..

thanks for another chance of an adventure :)

sigh*

2010-09-30T08:37:00.004+08:00

sigh

sigh

sigh

FINE THEN!!!

IT IS ALL MY STUPID DAMN FAULT RIGHT???

SEMUANYA MEMANG SALAH AKU PUN

KAU JE YANG XPERNAH SALAH

maybe i'm just not that beautiful enough to be with you

rude emoticons

2010-09-17T10:09:00.003+08:00

benci sgt dgn kao

suke wat aku marah

tapi xpernah nak mengaku salah

asyik2 sume salah aku

fine!!!

kao mmg suke wat aku mcm ni kan

p/s~sorry for my rudeness in the post, emoticons tu agk kasar

salam lebaran

2010-09-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

selamat hari raya aidilfitri
happy eid everyone
maaf zahir batin

just the way you are

2010-09-06T16:52:00.007+08:00

you are perfect just the way you are

even though you make me cried sometime

i still and always love you dear :)

boyfie!! please please sing me this song

JUST THE WAY YOU ARE - BRUNO MARS

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

P/S- boyfie still xjpe blog ni so cmne la dy nk nynyi an?? =.="

cuti 3 ari

2010-08-31T09:41:00.003+08:00

time kaseh kerana sudi menjengok blog aku ni

semenjak da jrg update ni

rmai jgak yg tgok bnde alah ni

last week cuti 3 ari dari jumaat smpi ahd

mule2 mmg la nk blek umah tp sbb keje menimbun nk submit sblm rye

so amek keputusan xblek la

jumaat mlm sbtu tu ak g wat assignment ngan group ak

suddenly ad phone call dari spupu ak suruh blek kmpung mlm tu jgak

time tu da nk dkat kol 10

agak2 la nk sroh ak blek mlm2 cmtu sorg2

bkn la takot ke ap tp ak ni laki ke??

mak ak pn xbg ak drive dr Seri Iskandar ke Ipoh sorg2

pastu lagi satu, UiTM Perak ni sume org thu ad pakguard yg mcm ^%$&*

pompuan cm ak ni lau sng2 je nk kua igt dy bg ke??

bknnye ak selfish ke ap, just ak ni pn xberduet

sroh ak blek, rye da nk dekat kan??

ak simpan duet minyak utk blek rye t

lau korg byk duet nk tgung laen la

ni da confirm2 duet ak xde, sroh blek

bile xblek kang,mcm la ak ni terok sgt

hurm, lau ak berduet da lame ak blek, tp aku ni bkn nye cop duet pn

saving money smpi hbis sem, ak bkn yg jnis mghrap duet mak bpak

sbb ak thu dorg nk cri duet pn ssh

sume perbelanjaan ak slme ni ak gne duet ptptn je

lau kat rmah je ak gne duet mak ak

lau msuk u je, sumenye duet ptptn ak pakai

ptptn ak bkn gne utk enjoy pn

hurm, ckap pn xgne lau org xpham

FYI, i met new guy

some1 that i never thought going to be end up with

i just want to say thanks for always been there for me

love u always dear :)

kawan kan???

2010-08-26T17:27:00.002+08:00

bila dgr cite bruk sal kwan tu kdg2 kesian pn ade

tp lau da bnde tu jd pun sbb sikap dy tu

still xleh wat pe jgak

kdg2 tu mmg la nyampah tp kawan kan??

kawan tu kalau buruk mne pn perangai dy, dy tetap kawan kite

kdg2 tu da ditegur dgn cara elok tapi xkesah jgak

bile kne tegur ngan org yg mlut xde insurans bru la thu langit tu tggi ke rendah

renungan kpd semua:-

syukurla ada org tgur akn kesalahan kite, sbb kite bkn perfect pun..
jgn igt org yg baek ngan kite tu xkutuk kite
lau org tgur tu cube2 la perbaiki diri, jgn wat xendah je
jgn ingat sume org suke kat ko, hakikatnye?? pk2 la sndri

ditujukan khas utk someone special yg digelar SAHABAT

renung2 kan la :)

2010-08-20T10:54:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN

sorry for a bit late

perasaan malas yg membuak2 nak update

also dgn msalah broadband yg sgt "laju" ni

before bercuti sakan kat umah selama 2 mggu

perlu submit drawing + report + presentation

mcm2 kne wat and yg pasti mggu ni ngan mggu dpn xckup tido la ye

ingin juga mengambil kesempatan disini mengucapkan

SALAM AIDILFITRI

takot xsmpt nk wish da time raya t

btw, puasa saya wat mase ni cukup 10 ari

hot and cold

2010-08-03T06:55:00.004+08:00

lau tengah HOT mmg sume perkataan sebut an??

ye saya susah sangat nak HOT

tapi bile HOT mmg ada yg xpsal2 kena sembur

tapi saya cepat SEJUK, HOT kjap je

mlas nk HOT lama2

dalam hati ada taman (dorg suke sgt ngate aku gne ayt ni)

motif dorg mmg aku xthu

p/s~ thanx to that person whom bought me that teddy bear :)

:(

2010-07-25T10:19:00.004+08:00

FRUSTRATED!!

thanks for giving me such a terrible headache

apologize??

2010-07-12T19:08:00.006+08:00

salam..ni mirul..ak minx map ats ap yg ak da wat kat ko pd ms lpas..ak yg slh dlm hal ni..n ak da pun bpsah dgn dy..ak time sume ni..ak xnk slhkn sesape..ak hrap ko x mara kt0rg c0z add ko..ad sbbnye..tp sumpah bkn c0z nk myketkn at ko..ak minx map sgt2..

(the message from the guy whom his name was already written there)

these situation happen few months ago

xpernah terlintas benda ni nak berlaku

but it still happen

so what do you guys think??

should i accept his apology or what??

they both actually still together

or should i say COUPLE OF THE YEAR??

to whom that berkaitan dgn di ats diharap tidak terasa

lau terasa pun kao jugak yg salah an??

sapa mkn cili dy la trase pedasnya

part 3

2010-07-09T11:11:00.002+08:00

bilik sem ni seriously xbest

semut byk!! pntg letak mknan ats meja

majoriti classmate dok lua yg pmpuan plak tu

dpt kolej ada la 2 3 kerat je

classmates still cm dulu until part 6

lecturer byk yg da pernah mngajr dlu

just mngajar subjek laen je

next 2 weeks g trip ke Melaka, 3 ari 2 mlm

mggu ni balek rumah sbb mggu depan xsmpt nk blek

lagipun byk bnde nk g amek kat Ipoh

xde bnde da nk bebel, mlas nk update

lebih baek tido

p/s~ sume ckp pipi sy da tembam

away

2010-07-02T15:33:00.002+08:00

back to studies again

i will update soon if there's any gap of time

this semester seems much harder than any other semester

malam xde klas da, boleh lepak dlm bilik :)

just the two of us

2010-06-30T08:54:00.005+08:00

how i really miss being a child

xpyah sebok2 nak pikir sal duet ke

blaja ke, nak maintain pointer ke

makan mak masak, kdg2 mak suap

nangis je sume org dtg kat kite

cube lau nanges time da beso gajah cm ni

xthu malu ke weyh?? hahaha

but the most favourite phase in my life

is being a child

and the person i miss the most is my dad

he always around when i was little

take a good care of me

he was my first bestfriend

how i miss that 'friend' so much

i used to cried for him when my mom was mad at me

in my family, my mother was the fierce one

my dad is strict but in his own way

i really miss that moment

btw, if u met my dad face to face

he look fierce, but he's actually really friendly

just that i really miss hanging out with him

even though i see him almost every day

tettt..

2010-06-29T14:49:00.003+08:00

timetable BN3F

klas mlm ade lagi, ari slase plak tu

aduh!! jumaat klas smpi kol 6

8.00

8.50

9.00

9.50

10.00

10.50

11.00

11.50

12.00

12.50

2.15

3.05

3.15

4.05

4.15

5.05

5.15

6.05

8.00

10.00

MON

BLD243 AP1 123

QSV203

AP1 121

BEL311

LANG LAB2

BLD205

AP 019

QSV203

AP1 121

TUES

BLD

210

AP 009

BLD210

AP 005

BLD205

AP 017

QSV203

AP1 121

QSV203

AP1 123

BLD 243

AP1 123

WED

BLD203

AP2 119

THUR

BEL311

AP1 132

BLD203

AP 114

BLD205

AP1 305

CTU261

AP 015

FRI

BLD210

AP2 115

BEL311

AP 017

je suis très paresseux

2010-06-26T21:16:00.002+08:00

still does not yet prepare going back to campus

even though only a week left

and i still does not know whether i still staying in hostel again

ok then!! that's it for my post

terlalu malas nak update

menggamit memori

2010-06-24T10:13:00.003+08:00

title post tu cam jiwang plak

xde kene mngena dgn kesah cinte pun

on the 21st June 2010

warga 5KE1 2007/2008 berjaya disatukan

setelah hampir 2 thun xberjumpa

sekolah sgt2 sudah berubah

cekgu2 skolah tu pun da berkurang

byk cekgu baru je, mmg hamba xknal la

cekgu2 bengis zaman aku mude dlu

sumenye da sporting belaka

gelak mengekek je bile tegur

it's really great seeing you guys again

korg memang classmates terBAEK

to some people yg xdpt bersama ari tu mmg tersgt rugi

SAYA BANGGA KERANA PERNAH MENJADI SEORANG BRASHIAN

thank you again :)

2010-06-23T10:42:00.002+08:00

tq for the birthday wish

notification berlambak2 sume nye wish

thank you very much

on my birthday, saya hanya duduk di rumah sje

xkluar kemne2 sebab hari sblmnye da kluar

list of people wishing me on the phone:

Syakirin Lokman (pkul 9 da wish, awl sgt)
Fara Syafiqa
Siti Liyana Nasuha
Syazlina Ismail
Fatin Nabila
Anis Syazwani
Nur Awanis
Nikolai Bellic (ang xnyanyi kat ak pun)
Mardhiah (the one who called)
Nabilah Idris (also the one who called)
Alyssa Amanda (tq 4 d song tp ko thu pun birthday ak dkt fb)
Hanafi Ishak ( the last person yg wish, lg seminit lagi nak kol 12)

other than that sume wish kat FB

terlampau byk so sy xlrat nak listkan kat cni

majoriti yg wish warga2 exBrashian

tq ye :)

time kaseh juge kpde Amal Ezzaty buat 1 entry utk sy

p/s~ manda wat wish kat some1 kat radio, kat aku xde plak

how my money dissapear

2010-06-14T10:45:00.002+08:00

bile bukak purse je

my money will slightly getting less

dari duet hijau tue tu ade 2, skrg tggai 1 je

suddenly duet hijau tue tu bertukar pd duet merah

cmne lah duet tu bleh bertukar plak

duet tu power rangers ke leh tukar2 kaler ar??

mmg dasat la lau cmtu sbb power rangers pun xleh tuko2 kaler, ye dak??

every week TGV kt JJ Ipoh je jd pilihan hati

xslah last day sblm duet hijo tue tu bertuko time tgok Kecoh Betul

ajenye duet tu tuko kaler sbb gelak mengekek tgok Nabil ka??

rsenye confirm mggu ni pling byk duet tu bertuko kaler

selasa maw tgok Jackie Chan + Jaden Smith

confirm2 la duet tu tuko kaler sbb kungfu2 dlm purse

+ g Kedah, duet tu bile jln jaoh ckit msti la tuko kaler pnye

dasat sgguh duet ni, urm mybe that is how my money dissapear

any idea on how to prevent this situation??

sbb mulut bdn binasa

2010-06-12T13:23:00.002+08:00

to this some1~

i feel sorry for u

bkan niat actually just i don't know the whole story

at least kmu thu dr mulut dy sndri

lagi saket lau dgr dr mlut org

bile smlm thu crite rse serba salah sme ade nk bgthu atau x

mmg dy slah sbb wat kmu smpi cmtu

yg aku ni mmg kne tipu bulat2 ngan org cmtu

mmg igt nk bgthu kat kmu sal tu smlm

tapi xsggup nk saketkan ati kamu

aku mseh ade hati perot sbb xbgthu kmu smlm

xnak rosakkn hbgn korg, but now u know the whole story right??

i supposed u deserved some1 better

yes, he is a jerk by telling lies to both of us

jgn bersedih dkt org mcm tu

i used to feel what u feel right now

mmg saket sgt2 bile dpt thu

to that jerk~

yes, i got ur apology

da jd cmni bru igt nk minx maap kat aku kan??

aku da lme maafkan kao

just aku terkilan sbb kao xpnh minx maap kat aku

kao pn mmg lgsg xexplain kat aku

aku thu pn dr org and aku sndri decide utk pergi

sbb kao pun mmg sje maen2 kan prasaan aku jep

just please stop hurting people

tu je aku minx, laen tu suke ati kao la nk wat ape pun

announcement

2010-06-11T12:14:00.002+08:00

attention please!!

lau spe yg aku beritahu pointer aku pada 10 JUN 2010

ingin diberitahu ak slah tgok

& pointer tu bkn pointer aku

bkn niat ak nk tipu ke apa ke

da mmg kesilapan teknikal

congracts sume yg pointer naek tu yep

bongek tol!!

2010-06-10T06:18:00.002+08:00

adoyai!!

asal la kao add aku ngok!!

tgok profile picture kao pn aku da sket ati

ceit, mmg sje je nk saket kan ati aku

aku bkn knal kao pn

asal rajen sgt nak add aku ar??

siot btol la kao ni

mmg aku xpnh nk mngamok ngan org yg aku xknal

but since kao ada kne mgne ngan DYE

and sbb kao jugak aku benci kat DYE & benci kat kao

FINE!!!!

ye aku thu korg bahagia

so, asal nak add ak plak??

sbb nak saketkan ati ak ke??

xpyah la weyh, stkat otak genius pun tapi hati busuk

xpyah la gtal2 tgan tekan 'add as a friend' tu

p/s~ mood sgt bercelaru sbb result bkal kua & bdak ni lagi saket kan ati plak

)':

2010-06-05T18:06:00.004+08:00

i wish for something like that picture, it's been a while

maybe just in my dream

he's having a nice holiday with his other family

while my mother & i only spend time at home

he prefer going for a holiday without his on daughter

but what do i fucking care right??

nana comel!! ;)

2010-06-03T09:12:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR LOUDY ROOMY

saya xde kredit mhu call or msg u yesterday because i xberduet sbb jd full time penganggur

btw, very2 sorry for the late wishes

I LOVE U NANA

may Allah bless u always

hopefully u continue to get DEAN'S LIST again this semester

also i'm hoping to be roomies again this coming semester

p/s~ pic tu nmpk cm ko bkal jd ibu yg mithali ;)

dream dream dream

2010-05-31T12:07:00.008+08:00

how i wish i could be in a winter season.

white, pure and just so clean and snowy.

how about you give me a free vacation to a place like this??

i would really appreciate it :)

laughter is the best medicine :)

2010-05-29T12:53:00.003+08:00

a friend of mine kept saying that i talk a lot about my ex in this blog

sorry sorry sorry

just that i never notice that, maybe i just can't forget him

thanx for that advice my friends

from now on i will stop telling stories about him

ttup buku yerp sal dye

NYAH KAO DARI HDUP AKU!!

baca blog Fara Syafiqa mmg la sgt funny

gelak guleng2 ak bce smpi nk pecah sgale urat perot

emoticons tu xde yg gelak guleng2 la plak

dy sempoi orgnye ++ funny and cute too

ehem2~ if u read this my dear Fash, i xmghrap u nk blnje i pn sbb i puji ni tpi lau nk blnje pn ap slahnye, RIGHT???

yes, i mmg muke tmbok mcm kne baling cow SHIT minx u blnje ni

oops, termencarut plak, lau BF i thu i mncarut ni, msti dy cili2 mlut i dgn cili HOT HOT HEAT yg i nmpk dkt psar pg td

btw, i mmg byk BF, every single boy yg i talked dorg tu sume BF i

ceh, mmbgge2 plak ko kat cni ye PIQOT

hurm, sudah2 la mrepek cm org meroyan bru lps beranak kat cni

maybe da ptus urat saraf sbb glak kuat2 lpas tgok comedy shows dkat Star World tu

madness

2010-05-24T13:56:00.004+08:00

buhsan nak mati dok umah

weyh ajak la aku g tgk wyg ke

jogging ke, makan free ke

dok umah sempit otak jadinye

dok umah GAYOT GAYOT GAYOT

cuti ni duet habis dkt KREDIT hp je

of course la GAYOT

bile weyh nak amek sjil SPM??

byk plak msalah nye

kate nk g satu klas bru KECOH

nak update pn xthu nk post ape da

on9 pn jd mlas, stakat tgk TV

download lagu, movies, drama

tu je la pn

p/s~ tgn bau belacan, nikmat sgguh bau tu :)

Syafiqah Anuar shje :)

2010-05-19T11:50:00.006+08:00

from all the pictures kan??

seriously la

pipi kite tu nmpak tembam x??

menggila bersama Norhafizah Dzulkefle

2010-05-18T17:36:00.002+08:00

thnx to that some1 yg bg pyung ni kat kite

kite pnye pyung building da ilang

dy yg ganti kan dgn yg baru :)

lokasi: Padang Polo

with: Norhafizah Dzulkefle

date: 16 May 2010

hanya upload picture yg comel2 jep ye

laen kali kua lagi ye fiza :)

P/S~ sbb ko ajk dy g pangkor kan fiza, ari2 dy ckp ngan ak sal pangkor ko taw??

versi pocoyo :)

2010-05-18T17:28:00.003+08:00

NUR SYAFIQAH KHAIHOL ANUAR

versi kartun :)

unpredictable

2010-05-11T10:53:00.003+08:00

someone had promise to treat me movies tomorrow

trime kaseh ye En NB

saya amat2 gembira kerana awak nk blnje saya

btw, few days ago

someone that i never thought of going to keep in touch with me again

scare tibe2 menegur ak di ym

urm, mle2 nk ignore

tapi sbb perasaan rndu yg membuak2

reply jgak la an

bknlah bermaksud nak mengharap lbih2 dr dy

just nak thu khabar dy skrg

ceh, mcm la ak xthu khabar dy

ad je org yg tlong gthu kdg2 tu

he's really changed la

from calling me beautiful names that he used to call me

da tkar pggil ak ko je

urm, xpe la xkesah pn

he's a bit tensed i think

dy la yg ckap, dri ini hnyela seorg pndgr

tapi dy xnk cite pn, urm biarla

i'm not his GF any longer right??

maybe he just too darned arrogant with me

so he ended up the conversation without saying goodbye

fine!! i'm really fine with that

gudluck for your continuation of studies la weyh

feeling the holiday mode

but only stayed indoors tanpe mlihat atau menghidu udara luar

on9 selang beberapa jam

watching the same movies on my lappy

watching movies on the tellie

watching adamaya with mommy

teringin nak tgk sbb mak+every1 sroh tgk =)

btw~ fulus da xde

igt nk koje cari duet

sem lpas duet pt maseh berlmbak dlm akaun bile cuti sem

sem ni laen plak jdnye

so nk enjoy pn kne berduet jgak an??

++ i really miss my classmates in brash

weyh, bile nk hang out weyh??

rndu gile la!! :))

hate u syg :'(

2010-05-04T02:04:00.003+08:00

kao tinggalkan aku

so u deserved to be forgotten right??

tapi susah sgt nk lpe kao

eventhough i said to everyone that i already forgot u

it just words

it's really hard to reassemble my heart again

after u broke it

please let me forgot u

cause u never remembered me right?

if one day i bump into u

i'm sure u never going to notice me

i hate u for making me fall for u

hate u for breaking my heart

and also for making me feeling miserable tonight

saya rindukan dye

sgt2 rindukan dye

tapi siapalah saya nak rindu kat awak kan??

saya xchantek pn

sbb tu awak tinggalkan saya an??

mood~ sedih ditinggal kekaseh :(

:)

2010-05-03T11:53:00.002+08:00

quite sometime i've been writing on this blog

it's already been a year

happy birthday my dear bloggie!!

cis, FB xleh bkak

cian korg yg request kat ak an???

ak lau xpnh nmpk + xknal lgsg

ak ignore je

sorry!!

friends da rmai smpikn status dorg pn ak terlepas..

you....

yes i mean you..

the person i being hanging out this past few weeks

mulut awak xde insurans la

tolong la tapis ckit

malu aih, nk kate bodoh x

pandai an??

lau pandai buat la cara org pandai yep

btw

sgt2 xsgke rmai bace bnde alah ni

tq 4 giving a full cooperation while reading this blog

here a thousand kisses for all

luv u dear

2010-04-27T09:34:00.002+08:00

saya syg awak

sbb awk ikut ckp saya

buka mata pg2 dgn xmandi da cari awk

awk pun setia kat saya

sbb awk saya jadi mlas

sbb awk saya xstdy

sbb awk saya tido lambat

sbb awk jugak saya xcukup tido

tapi kdg2 saya marah kat awk

ada masenye awk jahat sgt2

kdg2 tu rse nak campak awk dlm lombong jep

tapi saya still syg awk

sbb xlgkap hidup saya tanpa awk

wee~

i love u la broadband :)

p/s~ ttbe rjen plak update sbb broadband berkhidmat dgn cemerlang skrg ni :)