desperate

i need this badly

tapi dari pemerhatian aku macam benda ni tak berkesempaian

somehow aku rasa 2 years before are much easier than the 3rd year

seriously, so much easier

maybe segelintir dari korang akan kata practical is much more fun than classes

yeah, i can't denied of the fun learning new things and experience new stuff and all

but the effort to be great in this semester seem hopeless

i know i should be more optimistic but i'm clueless

looking at all my classmates and also my boyfie, they future result seem perfectly clear to me

they going to do very well in this semester

this is my only hope to get dean's list

i really need it, sekali pun cukuplah

orang kata bersyukur la dpt 3 pointer tu

yes, i am very grateful for my previous result and also my cgpa

tapi mestila teringin jugak nak dapat dekan kan?

my previous result are not that brilliant but it is quite good

good enough for me to maintain it, but i'm hoping to be brilliant this time

suddenly i felt frustrated and dissapointed.

sekian.